Fly with me…like a Butterfly

2006-12-26T08:35:00.001-08:00

I'm back! it's really a long time since I blogged!...what's up with me?...

Love life: well. it's ok. we're better off as we are right now..

School: huh! another failed subject!!!..doing my thesis...there were lots of memory from my block mates.

Family: of course happy! they are really supportive!

Now..

We spend our christmas eve at my aunt's house 'cause this year she is the host. Victor and Lucille got minor "food poison". they ate at a cafe at Podium.they drank strawberry milk shake, after, they felt a pain in their tummy, went to the hospital, went out last december 24, spend christmas with us but in their rooms,sleeping!

2006-09-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

I just hate this day!!!! I can't call it a "Game"!..Have you guys tried playing chess without any rules?...Now I did! the chess that I played doesn't even have rules.It was like what tey say "Larong kalye"..It sucks!...I can't accept the fact that I loose just because I followed the real chess rules!...Was that bad?! I only abide by the true rules of a chess game , but then I loose!
For the CBASC: You know what,my expectations turned out the opposite.we are already in college and with that, we should set the proper rules for the game.we are not kids anymore! the game was not for the professionals,though,but we should apply the same rulings.just a recommendation,i am hoping that next time,proper rules of each game should be applied.I don't want anybody to feel what I felt this day.A game is not a game without rules!

2006-09-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

I didn't attend my last class which is OPRES 'cause we had a parade for the intrams.As usual,I'll be playing chess.I will be representing the Allied Business Department!
After the parade,cheering followed.Accountancy was the champions and our department was at the 2nd place.
Basketball game started.it was ABD versus Accountancy!As expected,we won!!(hehehe) Go ABD boys!!! it was really a job well done!

2006-09-03T14:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,right after my law exam,I headed to sucat to accompany my aunt to makati.I was her driver.Yesterday was so memorable.It was my first time to drive an automatic car without a driver with me (since my aunt does not know how to drive).Obviously,we used her car.At first I was a bit nervous 'cause for the past 3 years of my driving,I only had 3 times experience driving an automatic.well,I could say now that I am really proud of myself!

Got back to sucat at already 9pm.the whole family (cousines,sisters,bro,aunt,uncles,granny,and my parents) were already there.we had diner together.after,we drunk wine and other liquor.When all of us were about to go home (12am)...
MIkee:ate tosh,ruins tayo!
Me:ok.check natin kung open pa.
Mikee:tita arlene,sama ka!
Tita:cge.
So we did! three of us went to ruins..but as soon as we got there,it was already closed!the three of us decided to have a coffee,instead.We had coffee at mocha blends.

When we got back home,aunt and mikkee does not want to let me go home 'cause it was already late.it was already pass 1 in the morning and i will still drive (considering the fact that I was a bit drunk!)...
Tita:tosh,dito ka nalang.tomorrow early morning ka nalang umuwi.magisa ka lang.see,you're sleepy na!
Me:tita,kaya ko pa..
Tita:ok,call me as soon as you get home!
Me:ok..thanks..I'll be fine...

Then I got home safe.I felt dizzy while I was driving!

2006-08-30T21:10:00.000-07:00

Tax exam was really hard! I had a hard time answering some of the questions and that made me panicked on the last 5 minutes of the exam!GRRRR!

I wanna go to sleep.what happened this day is enough for me not to stay awake this time 'cause I don't wanna think about it!

2006-08-29T14:20:00.000-07:00

After our exam yesterday,we went to cathy's place for the celebration of her birtday.I was not that really drunk when I went home though I felt something strange while I was driving home.

Diane told me what happened last night after I left.Ariel,Harold,and Guillier vomitted! eeeww!hehehe..almost all of them were really drunk! huh,good luck!

Rald will be leaving tonight...well,have fun and take care!

2006-08-27T21:20:00.000-07:00

First time to eat at Sinangag Express!...the food was goog though it's cheap.I never thought that there were lots of people eating there,the fact that it is just a simple open-windowed restaurant.after eating,tita decided to have an ice cream...so we did! we stopped at the ice cream store and bought different flavors of it.then,bro and I dropped tita arlene,mikee,and granny in their house,then headed back home since bro and I still have to study.

Gasoline price decreased!!! yeeepeee!!!

2006-08-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

Why did it rained?! I woke up early just to clean my car with the tires scrubed! and now,it was covered with mud!

There's this incident that happened during our law class.I was threatened 'cause of what happened,we will be having a resitation next meeting (i'm used to it) but considering the fact the I think Atty. Bautista likes calling me for recitation! (FAVORITE?)..Good luck!

Just got home from school!We had our consultation for our thesis with sir don.we finished late 'cause we started it late (6:30pm)!...good for kia and she 'cause they were enlightened on what they'll be doing.the four of us went home together,dropped sir don at gate 3 'cause he was out of the way.

Before the consultation started,she and I went out the school to buy food at red ribbon.there,the waiter was so annoying! we ordered fooD to be taked-out,but then the way he prepares the food (arrangement) was not palatable at all!it just so happened that the food that he prepared was for sir don...I thought..what kind of presentation is this?! when i was in highschool,my teacher in food technology taught me how to prepare and present a dish in a good manner!...oh mister waiter,poor you!

Gotta go to sleep!..i'm so tired..*sigh*

2006-08-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

Last night we celebrated my grandma's 75th birthday (if my grandpa is still alive,they will also be celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary).It was a garden party which we really prepared for.
It was really a hot and sunny day yesterday and that is why we didn't expect that it's gonna rain.but is turned out the opposite!it rained! caterers were were really harassed packing up the well dressed table.everything was already prepared,but the weather didn't get along with us very well.but when the rain stopped,everything was placed back into it's places and tita edlyn called up someone to provide a tent for us.so,the party did well though it was a bit muddy.
There was a time last night that the grandchildren should have a short speech.I really wanted to say something but before my turn,there were tears in my eyes.I can't help it 'cause I missed my lolo a lot! I was a lolo's girl.so,since I was a bit emotional,I decided not to have my speech...
Happy birthday granny! we love you!

2006-08-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

Just got home from a date with my brother.we watched the last full show of mortuary"!..thought he wanted to relax that is why we watched a movie,but the movie that we witness was not so relaxing at all!...As usual,what do you expect from me...Freaked out! but on the other hand, at least we enjoyed hanging out together! thanks bro!

2006-08-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

Im so sleepy! Till now I'm not yet done printing our questionnaire,to be translated in tagalog tomorrow! is not that I am a perfectionists,but I prefer to hand over our questionnaire in the filipno department without flaws!..wweh...

Ok,I gotta go back to my work! bye for now!

Thanks Franciz!

2006-08-13T22:35:00.000-07:00

At last it's clear...I feel guilty of what I did but at the same time,I felt a relieve...

Thank you **** for telling me that you would still be here and willing to wait...You still have me as your butterfly...*only*...thank you...(buddy-buddy,huh?!)

2006-08-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

Just got home from school.after our 3pm class,kia,she,and I headed down to BBA to look for Sir Don for my thesis questionnaire and for their thesis outline.after finding him,outside the room,he discussed to them (kia and she) their outline.while discussing,the three of us were looking at each other 'cause we have same thing in mind..to have a formal consultation with sir! then, I decided to ask sir...
Me:till what time is your class?
Sir:I don't know.kung hangang saan kaya ng powers namin.medyo mabagal itong class.
Me:we are willing to wait for you,then.
Sir:ok.san kayo mag stay?...(he handed us over the daprtment key)..Stay in the department para malimig.lock the doors.
Us:Thank you sir!

Inside the department,kia and she were revising the outline while me was just sitting down, reading it.After...
Me:I'm hungry! as in! i only ate yogurt in the morning then didn't take lunch!
She:ako din eh! as in!
Me:mag pa deliver kaya tayo sa macdo.pero we still have to wait for sir para sa phone operator.

We don't have the guts to go out 'cause sir told us that he will be there during the class break (before 4pm).then,sir came in at pass 4pm.
Sir:so,speak up,I'll be listening.
He handed over us the ensaymada.
Sir:here,eat muna.looks like your hungry.nakakahiya naman sa inyo andito kayo then walang food.*laughing*
Me:wait! you know what,we're waiting for you kasi gusto namin magpa deliver sa mcdo.we need you for the operator.
Sir:*laughing*there's no operator.it's a saturday.
Me:Oh my!
Sir: *smiling*

When sir was about to go,I decided to go out the school and go to McDonals to buy food.So,She was with me while kia stayed in the department.Sir asked us to buy something for him with his own money.

Backed at the department after 40 minutes!three of us ate ahead of sir 'cause we were so hungry.It didn't take long when sir arrived 'cause his class was done.well,that started the formal consultation.he was eating while discussing to us the matters.the four of us left the building at pass 7pm.we didn't regret the long time of waitng for him before the cosultation starts 'cause it was all worth it!all the questions were answered!at long last I have with me our questionnaire to be translated in filipino version! thank you sir!

Party time!!!!

2006-08-11T22:20:00.000-07:00

Why did I let you see me crying?...I am half girl,half woman..half stong,half weak,vulnerable...

I see myself as the same girl you knew,
But it doesn't mean I'm still weak.
When you see me day dreaming,
It doesn't mean it's you I think of.
If you leave without saying goodbye,
It doesn't mean my loss.
When you catch me staring at the sky,
It doesn't mean I can't stand the pain.
When I say I love you for the rest of my life,
It doesn't mean I'll cry forever.
I've been to many pains in life,
But it doesn't mean I can't move on.
If forget you is the best thing to do,
It doesn't mean my misery.
Though I still believe we're meant to be,
It doesn't mean I can't let go.
And now that your gone,
It doesn't mean my defeat.
If you see me deeply hurt right now,
It doesn't mean I can't forget.
Knowing I love you so, doesn't mean I'll never do.

2006-08-01T22:20:00.000-07:00

Sir Batu!!!! You tricked me! *urgh*..
OPRES class was a lot of stress! I failed my exam!*grrr*..then,I was shocked when I asked sir batu if he was able to get our problem set and he told us "no".Me then was like *oh my!*..then after class,rudy and I went with him at the department to double check if our problem set is in his table...he looked for it.after,he approached us...
Sir batu: tosca,I can't find it!
Me: what?!..so what will happen then?!
Sir:your grade in your exam will be your grade in the problem set.
Me:no way!!!*freak'n out*...That's not fair!..(if that thing happen,I'm gonna fail this prelims!)
Sir:so i'm unfair?! *serious*
Me:no..*shocked*...(thinking that he got offended)
Sir: unfair huh?!...I have it! (showing us our paper)*Laughing*
Me: oh my sir!! gosh!!..wag ganyan!*laughing,tricked*
*sir and the others continued to laugh! sir went inside the teacher's lounge.

I was about to go when I heard him talking to sir don and it was all about me!
Me:*went inside the lounge*...Aha! sinabi pa...sinabi pa! *smiling*
Sir don:(to sir batu)..ang ingay mo kasi eh! *laughing*
Sir batu:(to sir don)kasi she was telling me that I'm not fair...blah...blah...blah...*laughing*(sir don also laughing)
Me:it's true! that's not fair!
and the laughing continued...
See it was such a shame!...everybody was laughing about what happened to me...Am I that gullible?..(chuckles)

2006-07-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Just got home from UA&P.we attended the SECON...Kariza,coeli and I met.Ka and I ate lunch together,and coeli wasn't able to be with us.after lunch,we were able to meet coeli and both of them accompanied me going to the venue of the conference.good thing the room was a floor before their classroom and with that,after the conference,Kariza was able to pick me up!..Thanks Ka and Coels!

2006-07-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

Got problems with my YM that is why I don't have access on it!Is it gonna be forever?!*sigh*...

2 days of suspended classes should be enough!I really need to be in school tomorrow 'cause I have lots of things that should be done, most especially for my car sticker.

Last June 29,us,ECO stusents,had our General assembly.Here are some of the pics.

Class picture with Sir Batu

Class intermission number...Cappuccino dance!!!

After our GA,class thought of having an extended party,and so we did!..off to Guillier's place!!!

Nice to see that we're almost complete!

Miss Photogenic...that's me! *chuckles*

2006-07-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

Went home at already 8:00pm from Jef's place.From school,diane,ea,and I ate at KFC while waiting for Mhila.then after,we headed to jef's house at casimiro.we met at the open court 'cause the boys (jef,leo,rommel,aaron & drew) were supposed to play basketball.but unfortunately,the weather didn't get along with them very well,it rained! So,we went out the village and went to a village nearby to check if the covered court was available.but then,it turned out the opposite.we went back to jef's village and decided to stay in his house.after eating the merienda prepared by he's mom,topic about "drinking" pops out!..so obviously,we did!..the boys went out to buy drinks and chips.all of us girls (diane,mhila,ea,cindy-drew'a girlfriend, and I)had bonding with them...drinking all the way! oh,Mike and guillier follwed! Mike's pysical physical features changed a lot!...Aaron left ahead of us 'cause I think he have to go home.after a few minutes,we also decided to leave.we left jef's house at around 7:00pm.Leo,rommel,guillier,mike and the two girls (boy's friends from PNB) whom aaron and Rommel fetched,was left.

Thank's jef! we all had a wonderful time!

2006-07-20T20:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back in the circulation at last! no internet access for weeks is enough!..oh well,what appened with me now?

Thesis life: Complicated! i'm startng to become insane!..we're running out of time!

School life: as expected,hard!..i have 18 units now.3 of those are majors.Yep,i'm busy.though my MWF class is only up to 9am, still I have lots of things to do.TTH class starts at 8:30am and ends up at 7:00pm.then sometimes I go home late 'cause I have to stay in school after my 7pm class for thesis consultation.Sometimes I arrive home at 9:30-10:00pm.

Friends: good thing we still have time to bum with each other though we have hectic schedule!

Love life: well, it didn't turn out the way we wanted to...guess we just have to accept the fact that it is not yet the time.I just hope that we could fix things and clear up whatever issues he has in mind!...harder than I thought!

Family life: happy!hehehe..nothing more to ask for!

2006-06-13T23:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to myself!

Bunch of thank you to all who greeted me,friends,classmates,family,professors,and a lot more! *hugs and kisses!*

This birthday is such a memorable one.First,it's the first day of school.Second,I am so stressed!, and lastly,as the celebrant,I went home late!
Why am I stressed?..well,it's all about my subjects! I wouldn't be able to add econometrics 'cause most of my "supposed to be classmates" were backing-off.According to sir Don,it would be too much expensive on my part if I were to add it 'cause a lot of them backed-off 'cause of the payment.so now,since I will not add it,there is a big possibility that it would totally be dissolved...On the other hand,sir asked me to add Operations Research..well then,I'm gonna add it (it's an advance subject).The bad news is..that class is scheduled every tuesday and thursday from 5:30pm-7:00pm! gonna go home late again!...well,that's part! *chuckles*

2006-06-12T22:05:00.000-07:00

Oh,it's been a long time since I last blogged.I was so busy these past few weeks 'cause of my thesis and other works.You see,I've been through a lot of ups and downs with my thesis.there was these days that I really wanna give up on this! I can't think of something better that would make our study more easier to work to! but then here comes our adviser.after a long days of worries,he helped us fix everything.so now at least,though it is not that worry-free work,it helped us to calm ourselves down!Thank you Sir Don!
Anyway,since I was not blogging these few weeks,I wasn't able to post everything that happened to me when I was in tagaytay with the family...We went to tagaytay twice, to spend our weekends there..the last time we went there was last week.Mikee,Titi boy,my brother,tita edlyn and I, celebrated our birthdays in advance.we had four consecutive nights of drinking! oh my!hehehe..But the most memorable/important event that happened was when all of us heard the sunday mass together.we do that everytime we go out of town or meet each other,though,but what is different is that tita edlyn was there(our family knows the reason why that is memorable, and I prefer not to write it here)...Bottom line was,we were all happy!

My birthday tomorrow!!!

2006-05-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

Starting to loose my temper regarding our letter concerning our thesis in Dasma! for 2 weeks,i always do follow-ups,but up to now,that "sir nelson" is not yet talking to me! I phoned them this afternoon..
Me:Yes,good afternoon,may I please speak with Mr.Nelson..
Guy (from the admin office):tawag ka after 15 minutes kasi may kausap lng cya sa phone.
Me:ok,thank you..
After 20 minutes..
Me:Yes,good afternoon,may I please speak with Mr.Nelson..
Guy: ok,sandali lng...
Minutes past..
Girl:Ms,try calling back next week,on leave siya.
Me:what?!..on leave?!..all the while I thought he was there 'cause 15 minutes ago he was just answering a phone call!
Girl:ay..sorry po miss,kakadating ko lng kasi..
Me:so when can I call back?
Girl:pag nahanap na po.
Me:what?!..pagnahanap na?!
Girl:uhmmm..
Me:was it lost or something?..
Girl:uhmmm..
Me:or pag na process na?
Girl:un po,pag na process na.
Me:I'll be calling back tomorrow!
Girl:cge po..
Me: ok,thank you..(doubting/confuse)
Girl:ok,thank you po..
Ok,i smell something fishy...think something is going wrong with our letter in dasma!.. Imagine,what taking them so long to process the letter?..For the past weeks/days,I am always calling the office but it always turns the same.."mr.nelson is not here","mr.nelson is answering a phone call this time"blah..blah..blah..they are not running out of reasons! damn!..now,I've decided,since I'll be going to school tomorrow,I'll drop by the Munisipyo of dasma to check the letter!...be ready admin office,here I come!!!

oh,early this morning i was chatting with eyzelyn (elgin's sister).she told me that elgin bumped his car in a post in evacom the other day (4 am).it was wrecked infront!..according to eyze,elgin was sleepy.luckily,elgin din't got hurt.

2006-05-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

Just got home from a tiring day.We (family)left the house early to check out a property in Quezon City.after,we headed to Tiendesitas to have lunch,then rome around and bought some stuff...you just can't imagine how hot tiendesitas is every afternoon!..as soon as we got done,we proceeded to market market..Fashion market all the way!!..I bought stuffs that would make me happy at this point where I'm doing a non-stress-free works!
I had my hair done after..oh my,for me it is really short!..Leo (hairdresser),what have you done with my hair?!!..but it's a little bit ok..it's nice,though short!

2006-05-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

man...I love what happened this day! I got to school at around 9:30 (late!).kia,sheila,and sir don was already there! When I arrived the department,they had started consulting sir for their thesis...my partner was not there yet!after they had their consultation,it was our turn.we discussed the questionnaire,and guess what?!..we will have revisions,of some sort,regarding it!honestly,this questionnaire is starting to get into my nerves!!!..*urgh*..I thought it was okay 'cause the last time we talked to sir,he told us that it is fine and the only thing that we have to revise is the format.but then,when we had our consultation today,he told us that something is missing/lacking..
Sir:parang may kulang..
Me:what?!
Sir:that's the problem with the questionnaire..asses nyo ulit..
*this time,my mood starts to change*
after having the consultation,troy and I proceeded to GMA (one of the municipality of cavite).with us was sheila and rudy...Imagine,I got the chance to talk to the mayor!..huh,that is really what I wanted! their mayor was really cool,very accomodating,and nice...actually,he is a senior citizen!(chuckles)..and you know what's on my mind..i want him to be interviewed!(chuckles)
unlike dasma,imus,and bacoor,the process of having a refferal letter from the mayor was so fast!in the other 3 municipalities that we've been,we still have to come back!but in GMA,no need! I also got the chance to talk to Kuya Joni (head of the senior citizen,I think).he told us that he will provide us the master lists of senior citizens in the municipality..Oh,thank you so much!..just have to go back there by next week to pick it up.
after GMA,the four of us went to SM dasma 'cause sir told sheila not to wait for kia, from palawan to arrive,to have an occular inspection regarding the two malls.we just rome around,chack out things,and went straight to school to drop troy and rudy,then went straight home..oh,I was the one who fetched my mom!

2006-05-19T16:30:00.004-07:00

Just got home from school and had myself enrolled.troy,kia,and I were able to meet sir don for our questionnaire.we were able to talk to him and have our questionnaire revised (minor revisions only).we were inside the department for hours,talking to sir don for our thesis.we also got the chance to chat with him regarding other topics..sir was having a hard time reserving seats from Glorietta cinema (i think),'cause the internet connection was so slow!He will be watching Da Vinci Code tomorrow.after a long session with sir,kia and I accompanied him for lunch.it was already 1:30 then.the 3 of us had lunch together.after,while walking going back the department,sir asked me..
Sir:how old is your dad?..mind if i ask..
Me:30's..
Sir and Kia:what?! 30's??
Me:oops! sorry!! he's in 40's..44 or 45..
Sir:oh..pag ganun medyo makulit?..
Me:hindi naman..
Kia:ah..ok..pag ganun pwede mo na maging tatay si sir!
Sir:kia,bka gusto mo maging summer grad ha!!! (laughing)
Kia:hindi po..kala ko po kasi 30 na kyo.
Sir:30?..I'm 28.
Kia:ok..(chuckles)
Sir:(to me)..you're over protected?
Me:no..not really.
Sir:either over protected ka by your dad or your dad is OC..(chuckles)
Me:not really..matanong lang talga.
Sir:ok..(chuckles)
when we arrived the department,dianne,jayson and andrew were there waiting for sir to have their pre-reg.Jeff and aaron were also there.at 2:30,kia and I left the department and went straight home.

I am off to tagaytay tonight!

2006-05-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

My partner and I went to school today to meet sir don for our thesis questionnaire.I was late 'cause I didn't bring my car with me.when I arrived in the department,sir and troy were there.troy was fixing his 1st sem schedule,and sir was also fixing kia and she's schedule.I was also able to finalize my sched.good thing troy will not be taking his OJT this sem to give way for our interview.Thanks partner!..as well as to sir don for helping me fix my sched!
after,sir gave us a sketch going to the 3 municipalities that we will be visiting.Troy and I went to dasma,imus, and bacoor.we followed what sir don has sketched,and good thing we were able to locate the municipal office easily.Imagine,I was able to comute!..huh! At least I have something to be proud of!
I would like to say thank you for those people (strangers),who helped us on the way going to the municipalities.though we don't know them,I saw in their eyes the sincerity and care for us,to be able to get to the municipalities safe..Our gratitude!!!
I would also like to say thank you to my partner for helping me out! also,a lot of thank you to sir don for giving us a clear sketch.that is sure a big help! thank you sir!

2006-05-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Kariza!!!

man...I am so confused today!I have these bunch of things in mind that I don't know how will I handle in reality! School,school,school!!How I wish I could get out from this "nightmare",even just for a sec!
I really don't know what to do,I don't know if I would be taking my OJT this sem or what...My thesis partner Troy will be taking his OJT this sem,and I think it would be useless on my part if I would not 'cause I can't do surveys (for our thesis) alone!
these are the questions:
1.if we will be taking our OJT,when could we start our interviewing at least 400 senior citizen respondent?
2.Can we make it in just a limited months before our defense?
3.if I will not take my OJT this sem,I would only have limited subjects,and I think it would be a waste of time if I would not maximize my time!
there are still lots of things popping in my mind that really bothers me! Whaaaa!..I just can't afford to make a wrong decision for now!..Help!!*chuckles*

Thank you Migs for the advices that you have given me..It would really help! thanx!

2006-05-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

Happy mother's day to my mom and to all mothers' out there!

For the past 20 years of my life,she was the one who took care of me.I've seen all the hardships and sacrifices that she has done in order for me to grow up as proper as I can be.though sometimes I'm giving her headaches,still she forgives me.everytime I am confused,she's always there giving me a hug,telling me that everything is gonna be fine.whe i'm sick,she is always there to make me well.

thank you mom for everything you've done for me.thank you for the love,understanding,and the care that you have shared with me from the start till now.thank you for taking good care of our family.without you mom,I won't be here where I am now.I love you very much mommy!

2006-05-13T23:55:00.000-07:00

I just got home from the grocery today.I was with my family,together with my tito,tita,lola,and my cuz.after buying stuffs from the grocery,we ate dinner at Don Henricos to celebrate the mother's day in advance 'cause we can't meet tomorrow.I took pictures again but unfortunately,can't post it now.

Advance Happy Mothers's Day!

yesterday,I was pissed by someone!(I prefer not to mention the name!)anyway,just want to tell you (that someone),that I was really shocked on what you've told me! I wasn't expecting that kind of answer!I think I deserve a proper answer 'cause I asked you nicely.you know what,I don't care if you're in a bad mood that time,but please next time,try to put away your "bad mood" in answering questions..thanks!

2006-05-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

At last,I got our questionnaire from the department yesterday!Ma'am Pena do have some coments..sir Don will be checking it as soon as he comes back!
today,troy and I went to the "Pamahalaang ng Dasma"..*is that correct?* there,we are able to talk to one of the senior citizen office staff.she told us that we should have a letter (addressed to the Mayor),for us to be able to conduct a survey and to be able to access with some informations regarding the senior citizens residing in dasma..
Me:What is the easiest way for us to interview loads of senior citizen?
Staff:punta kayo every saturday.4 am nasa walter mart ang mga senior citizen.at least mga 300 sila dun! nag e-exercise sila dun.
Me:ah..ok..
*on my mind*..Gosh! I'll be leaving the house at 3 am to be able to be in the grounds at 4 am!hmmm...(this is what sir Don meant when he said that our topic involves a lot of leg work!)hehehe

2006-05-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

these are the last two pictures that was taken when we were in tagaytay..

my cuzins: paz,victor,red and lucille together with my sister ola

my cuzins and sister together with tita beth and tita arlene..and with me

these pictures were taken before we left tagaytay..

Enough of tagaytay now..

time passes,the more I'm becoming panicky with our thesis.until now,we havn't seen the questionnaire that we had pass, and up to now we still lack information bout the senior citizen league.I'm starting to get worried 'cause i'm afraid that we can't make it..oh my..Anyway,my partner and I agreed to go to the 4 municipalities of Cavite that we have to cover for our thesis,to check if there are office of the senior citizen that i hope could help us in doing our thesis.I wish that this schedule will not be call off.

2006-05-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

I went to tagaytay last weekend and return home last night.it was fun,I was with the whole family again!hehe
I would like to say thank you to tito gigi and company (other van) for accompanying me going down from tagaytay...(I was the one driving my car 'cause my parents and aya left tagaytay earlier)..thank's guys!
As usual,I was the "official photographer" of the family,but unfortunately I only have limited pics! sorry..There's this two pics that I forgot to download..soon to follow..hehe
Here are some of the pics!

Official drink of the "cuzins"

Lucille..are you drunk?

Tito gigi and my dearest cuz victor (white jacket)..drinking session..

Simply me..

I thank God for giving me such a wonderful family.o matter what situation life may bring us,I thank God for always keeping us together..

2006-04-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

When I arrived from school today,I was shocked on what my sister told me.She told me that mom searched the internet to find a school for me in Canada...In Alberta,Canada to be exact!..You know what this mean?..there is a POSSIBILITY that i'll be leaving!...you read it right,I'll be leaving!!..but I don't think it would be this year 'cause I really want to finish my course here...hopefully!

Nothing much to write in here..!
Thank you for those who tagged!*hugs and kisses*

2006-04-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

I was able to give the questionnaire to my thesis partner!*yeepee*..after how many months!..Troy texted Sir Don to ask him 'bout something regarding our questionnaire,then he told us that he will not be able to check it till he comes back to school!oh my!..ad it would be on May 18 (the earliest)..oh well..our fault,we didin't pass it early..but,he told us to talk to ma'am Pena and ask her to check our questionnaire and to have some comments and suggestions..that's good!*chuckles*

Oh..thank you Rald for the message!..*sigh*

2006-04-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went out together with my siblings,my dad,my aunt and grandma.mom wasn't able to come with us 'cause she had her review.we went to festival mall to watch movie..(D lucky ones!)..believe it or not,I watched a tagalog film in a movie house!heheeh..then we headed to the grocery to buy some stuff..then mom called telling us that she will be going to my grandmas's house to meet us...then, afeter a few minutes,she called us just to let us know that she's already there.since we are not yet eating dinner,my dad told her to but food outside.we have no time to buy food 'cause we are in a hurry to go home...as soon as we got home,we ate dinner then had chitchats!*chuckles*...after a tiring day,we went home..*sigh*

I will be busy this day..why?..first,last friday till now,I am looking for an article for my philosophy class 'cause I'll be reporting it on monday!(tomorrow),and ti'll now,I havn't found any article regarding Emmanuel Kant in relation with existentialism..*urgh!!*damn!*..lastly,I need to finish our questionnaire for our thesis!last friday when I opened my YM,I received an offline message from Sir Don..(I wasn't able to be online last thursday night)
Sir Don:How is your questionnaire going?
Me:....*feaked out*!
Oh my,I really have to finish this today and submit it to him this week! Maybe he had an *headache*..he didn't reply when I texted him!heheeh..till now,we havn't let him see our questionnaire..Good luck for us!hehe

2006-04-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

I'm backed!..I was so busy these past few weeks 'cause of my summer class that's why I wasn't able to blog..
Anyway,holy week passed and I know you guys wonder where I've been..Ok..the family wasn't able to go to Bataan 'cause we didn't find a place to stay in.Resorts were fully booked! Instead,we went to batangas! As usual, to my uncle's farm.

These are some of the pics!!

Paz?..Coke endorser?..uhmm..

Poker time!

My cuz Lucille...are you alright?..

Paz and Ola during the "prosisyon"...Lucille..wearing the shades!

Me! direct from the bed!

Me and Paz

Pirated DVD watching with aya and lucille.

Too bad,the whole family wasn't able to have "bisita iglesia"..I don't know why..My cuzins,sibling and I is always looking forward on that happy trip..but unfortunately,we havn't got to experience it this year..Ayway, April 15, we celebrated the birthday of my Aunt Arleene.As usual, we are complete!Happy birthday!!!

2006-04-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

First day of my summer class! At first I was nervous 'cause it's my first time to take summer classes,I'm afraid 'cause I'm alone and I might not have friends...mixed emotions I have!..But then all my worries vanished when I came in to class.I got aquainted with some student who happened to take finance the 2nd,3rd and 4th time around!hehehe..I'm taking up Philosophy of Man with Journalism 11.At first I thought I am the only student that will be coming from CBA and the fact that I'm in third year..but when I came in,I met Melanie,MGNT student (3rd year).I also met Migs (girl),MKTG student who happened to be my classmate in my first subject (finance)...Hope that this summer class would be fruitful and I'm hoping that Im gonna meet a lot of friends!

2006-04-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

Man..it's been a long time since I last blogged.I was so busy these past few weeks.A lot of things already happened.I got my grades and it's a total disaster! I failed 3 subjects and one of those is a major subject.I will be taking finance once again (3rd take) 'cause I failed it...I may not graduate on time!See how harassed I was?
Have you ever wonder how does the feeling of confused was like?At this point,I know how it feels.I don't know where I'm going going now.My studies really 'bugs' me alot!When I got my grade last march 30,I thought I would be out from ECO.It was really a miracle why why Sir Don still allowed me to continue the course.I really don't wanna be out from ECO!I admit that at first,I'm having a second thought of pursuing the course 'cause I don't know what will happen to me after I finish it.I was like *so what's with ECO?*..But then as time goes by,I started liking it.I have learned a lot of things being an Economics student.Though Economics course is really hard,'cause of the challenges that's giving me,I would like to pursue it 'cause I love what I'm doing!..But,I don't think that my dad understands.I think he really want me to shift course!I know that he is a bit dissapointed now 'cause I'm goig to have summer classes...but..*sigh*..I can't understand the feeling I'm feeling right now..I don't know if I did the right decisions..I don't know what would really happen to me...but all I know is that I am decided to continue Economics!..I know that God will guide me no matter what decision I will make!..*sheesh*
Oh! I would like to say thank you to sir Don for for not sending me out from ECO!Thank you for giving me another chance to pursue the course!

My summer class starts tomorrow! Wish me luck guys!...Finance and Philosophy!

2006-03-27T23:10:00.000-08:00

Boredom strikes me again! too bad!...But then, since I am a 'picture person', i decided to take pictures with my sisters!

Aya and I..What a nice smile I have!hehe

Ola and I..hmmmm..

Sisters Act..

Last night, I was telling them the proper way of smiling..Lower teeth sould not be shown...but unfortunately, mum,ola and aya can't make it..sorry guys!hehehe...*this can show how photogenic I am*

Congratulations Aya and Paz!..enjoy your graduation tomorrow!

2006-03-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

What a tiring day today!..yeah!..I was up early 'cause mum and I accompanied my aunt to her check-up.after aunt finished the medical test at Fortmed,we are off to Glorietta! I bought a new sneakers and some kikay paraphernalias!thanks aunt!*hugs and kisses*..We ate at Kitaro(*yummy* japanese food!).After a tiring afternoon,mum and aunt decided to go home.mum was the one driving my aunt's car(Aunt does not know how to drive).
Aunt:tosh,dapat practice ka na mag drive ng automatic.
Mum:ako magaaral ng conventional..
Aunt:tama!..at least dalawa na driver ko!*chuckles*
Mum & I:*laughing*
When we arrived in my grandma's house,we took a rest while talking with my cousins..Oh! they already have a dog! Gabs named him as Ash..*nice*..Anyway,we waited till the sun was a bit *down* 'cause I really don't wanna drive under the heat of the sun!...And now,I'm here home..really very tired..*sigh*..
I heard that my whole family is planning to spend the holy week in Bataan.Uncle(s) and Aunt(s) are trying to find a place where we can stay.We will be having our bisita iglesia somewhere on that part.Actually,this is sort of a tradition of the family.Every holy week,we spend it in a certain place then visit at least 8 churches for bisita iglesia..this really show how family oriented we are.We really spend time together!..Hurray cousins!..you know guys what to do!..Hope that I can experience a long driving session!hehehe...Mum,Dad..care for a joyride?hehe..*kidding*..I am looking forward for this Bataan holy week!Hope that this will not be push back!hehe

2006-03-24T10:35:00.000-08:00

I am so dissapointed 'cause of what happened in school yesterday.I was shocked, almost freaked-out 'cause I never thought that I will be hearing that from his mouth.
To the readers: I prefer not to mention any names..please bare with it..sorry if you get confused...
"I am willing to give-you-up"
Anyway, He shouldn't told them that.He didn't even concider the fact that those words would really hurt them.Though I am not directly in concern,I was so aanoyed 'cause I witnessed how they excerted effort in doing and understanding their thesis topic.I was also hurt when he said that.Concidering the fact that we worked as a "team", though thesis is done by pairs,I was so affected.Never thought that he would really say those striking words that really made them feel *down*.We really didn't expect that..
I, myself was really dissapointed.I would never forget those words that you said.I understand you and your point,but I don't think that you should tell them that.*that hurts*..really hurts.You know how proud we were since from the start being your _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..We really trust in you...but please,don't let them feel down.It's ok if sometimes you get annoyed when we *bug* you, then tell us disturbing words, but please don't tell words that would make them feel so *down*..
I was threatened for myself 'cause I'm afraid that in the future I might hear you telling that words to me.I can't imagine how am I going to react when that thing happen.*sheesh*
If you happen to read this..please don't get mad..
To "them": always remember that we will always be here for you guys! we will never be separated!

2006-03-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

This is the butterfly "good-luck charm" Harold and Cathy gave me before I had my defense last saturday.Thank you guys!
I was so bored this day.I didn't go out 'cause the heat of the sun was too strong! I hate it!..I love the sun but I hate the heat! anyway, I just watched movie DVD's, sleep ('cause I have to make up for the times I always sleep late 'cause of our thesis),fix my blog and surf the net.Late in the afternoon,I was thinking on how to get rid of 'boredom'..But I didn't thought of anything..*sigh*..Hope that tomorrow will not be so boring, or else..I'll be freakn' out!

2006-03-19T23:45:00.000-08:00

March 18, 2006

Exam and Defense day!
I was early in school to study for my law and econ-research exam 'cause I wasn't able to study last night 'cause of my thesis.when i got into the room,i read some of my notes in econ-research then law.(Thanks to Sheila, Aaron, Rommel and Ariel.You guys know why!).After law exam, again,I studied for econ-research!the exam was too long!..oh my..I was cramming 'cause right after the exam, Troy and I will be finalizing our thesis.
After the exam, time to get ready with our defense.Toy wasn't able to finish our methodology last night as well as the revisions of the powerpoint!*sheesh!*..Right after the exam, Sheila accompany me to my car to get the laptop and the printer.Troy and I did multi-tasking.I was doing the methodolody and other revisions as well as the printing with my laptop.then troy was doing the powerpoint in his laptop.Time was running fast! I should give every pannelist a copy of our outline! it would take time if I print everything..so what i did is I rush into the car, go the other side of the campus to have it photocopied.after, I went back to the building/room then got my clothes and change into semi formal attire.I was done with my work at around 2pm.
Defense Proper...
While I was watching the others defending their thesis,I was so worried.Pannelist were focused on the part of methodology.Everybody was like *craving for an anwer*!..Troy and I started with our defense at around 5:45 pm.our adviser,Sir Don Malabanan was there.At first I was having second thought of him being there while having our defense 'cause he might ask us some questions though he is our adviser *you know guys how sir Don ask questions*.Everybody was nervous having him(sir don) as a pannel.anyway, during our defense, it turned out that sir helped us a lot!.Pannelist didn't ask questions 'bout our methodology.they focused on our CONCEPTUAL FRAMEWORK! Oh my!..nothing's wrong with it..they just asked us to swithch places the "variables".It didn't jive with our definitions.Then they also suggested that we should add the word "expenditure" in our title...Basically, some said that our defense was just fine..But for me, I was a bit dissapointed with myself for not defending it "properly"...of some sort...I was ready for it, though..Thanks Sheila for having compliments on what I did during my defense..
Thank you to:
The Pannelist:
>Ma'am Valerio- Thank you for the corrections and suggestions.
>Sir Usigan- thank you for the compliments, for telling us that our thesis is "feasible" and it makes sense.
>Sir Batu- (father)heheh..uhm..Thank you for not asking questions 'bout our thesis! You really didn't get harsh on us!
My Adviser..>Sir Don- thank you for helping us a lot.thank you for spending time with us ti'll the last minute before our defense.thank you for being there and helping us during the defense outline.Thank you for telling us that our thesis is workable.and most of all, thank you for not "giving-up" on me..hehehe..I know that you would still be there in our thesis proper..we, your advisees trust in you!
To Sir Don's advisees *Tropang Don* (Kia,sheila,jashzeel,ricky and my partner troy)
>Thank you for helping us out!for the support, for the revisions,for the "mock defense"..for everything..thank you!..To my partner, thank you for always baring with me!thank you for everything that you did for our thesis!
To my Tropa:
>Sorry guys if I havn't spend time with you these past few weeks...I know what's in you rmind, guys..don't worry, I'll make it up with you...thank you for te understanding, as well as for te support.
To Cathy and Harold...>Thank you fir giving me a butterfly good-luck charm.*that's so sweet of you guys*

2006-03-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

A lot of things happened to me this week.but,unfortunately I have no time to blogged.anyway, this is what happened to me for this week..
Monday, March 6, 2006
I missed the 25% of my grade in MIS! Dad didn't allow me to go with my groupmates to have an interview..
Me:Can I come with them...
Dad:You'll be going home late..I advice that you go home!

We had our finance make-up class from 6pm-7pm.Sir discussed the lesson.I understand the logic, but the computations really made me sick!

Tuesday, March 7, 2006
We had our finance as usual..I was called for board work, and guess what?! I was infront of the board for almost 30 minutes! Sir was asking me questions and that I can't answer.He was like *raising his voice*, but I don't think his mad.Most of my classmates were scared, but me *no!*..I don't know why..Maybe because the more a person shouts on me, the more I will not do what he/she ask me to do,and that, I don't feel scared!..*my mood*..One of my classmate got scolded 'cause that classmate of mine also wasn't able to answer the questions right..oh well..
MIS long exam were terrible! I will fail that test! 100% very sure!
Ecoometrics class was fine.Sir Del Rosario, ABD chair, visited our class to have an evalution 'bout sir Usigan..
Marianne:classmates, tahimik muna tayo ngayn! kahit ngayn lang! E-evaluate kasi si Sir..
While sir Del was there, we were all quiet.but when he went off..
Classmate: yan wala na! pwede na!!
Us: *laughing*

Wedesday, March 8, 2006
Make up class in finance again from 1pm-4-pm.We had a mini long quiz and it's a total disaster!..then discussion.During the break,I talked to sir Don regarding my academics..I don't think I can have my OJT this summer..too bad..Sir Don was laughing at me 'cause of the 'deportation' thingie I told him..
I stayed in school till 8pm 'cause Jashzeel and Ricky needed our help regarding their thesis.SHeila and I were there 'cause Kia and Troy left the school early.We stayed in the newly made kubo, then when it was a bit dark, we transferred in an airconditioned room.Sir Din wasn't able to accomodate us 'cause his busy with the 4th year thesis revisions (i think)..he asked kuya benedict together with his thesis partner to give us some guidlines regarding thsis.Thanks to Kuya Benedict, Ate Camille and to kuya benedict's partner!

Thursday, March 9, 2006
Oh my!..I left the house at almost 8am.late!..thinking that I will really be late for my first class, I hit the road really fast! I arrived in school at around 8:30am. *Can't imagine how fast I arrived in school*..then, Sir don came in late! 30 minutes before the class dismissal! huh?!! Imagine, I was in a hurry, then...Oh my..But I understand him 'cause I think the faculties went home very late 'cause of thesis checking...i slept at around 3am..(3 hours of sleep!)

Friday, March 10, 2006
Went to sheila's place early in the morning 'cause she will be helping me doing my ecomet homework.It took me 30 minutes befor I found her place!..Before 12pm, I was inside the department waiting for sir Usigan to come so that I can personally submit to him my work.Sir Del Rosario told me to stay and wait for sir 'cause he's just taking his lunch.While waiting, Sir Del Rosario and I were just chatting..12pm came, there's no shaddow of Sir Usigan..I think he went home..Sir Del apologized..He got my paper ad promised me that he will be the one to give it to sir and tell him that I was there before 12pm came..thanks sir del!
Finence class..I was not feeling well..
Sir Don: Tosca, breathe..*smiling*
Me: I am not feeling well
Sir: oo nga..iba aura mo..
I only got 2 hours of sleep!

Saturday, March 11, 2006
I almost got late in my first class.It was Jashzeel & Ricky and Kia & Sheila's defense..They had a *freak* defense..Just ask them why..After law class,I hit the road going to tagaytay!...Aunt and Uncles were there as well as my cousines..Fun,fun,fun!!*unwind session*

Today..
We left Tagaytay before lunch.I was the one driving my car of course!..My dad was at the back driving his car with mom.At first I was infront of them but when my dad noticed that I was driving fast, he asked me to slow down.And guess what he did..He decided to be infront to take control of my speed! Huh!..When we arrived home, I slept 'cause I was so tired.I wasn't able to attend the mass..

2006-03-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

Good thing Ma'am Valerio didn't ask us to submit our methodology and bibliography or else Troy and I have nothing to pass..*sigh*..we had our quiz in ECONRESEARCH but unfortunately,I wasn't able to study..it was a 'surprise quiz'...I failed..*oh my..*
Oh,a big thanks to Ma'am Valerio 'cause she taught us the uses of statistical test.all of us were really happy about it 'cause most of us were confuse on what method to use..*thanks ma'am*
Law class..as usual..boring..Harold 'bugs' me a lot while having class!then ricky?..he was also bored that's why he was also chattin' with his seatmates..Sheila?..*zzz*(sleeping)..and me,chattin!*'cause i was really bored*
After law,some of my classmates (sir don's advisees),together with diane,cathy and mhila sat down in the newly made 'kubo' at the back of CBA.Us,sir don's advisee were waiting for him.though kia,she and I didn't have any plan to have consultation,we were there to be with jashzeel and ricky *moral support*hehe..but then,since sir don was in good mood and his open for consultation of some sort,we decided to ask him about our thesis!(grab the opportunity!)..he took pictures of us,he's advisee and we also had a picture with him.I am supposed to place it here but unfortunately sir don is not yet sending it to me..*please sir..send it to me..*anyway,thanks sir for the consultation..it's a big help!

2006-03-03T23:45:00.000-08:00

Oh my...it's been quite a long time since I last blogged..I was so busy this past few days 'cause of school..we're in our final term..and what do you expect?..deadlines!..I have so many paper works and I havn't started doing neither one of those..*sigh*..Now,i'm doing our thesis..the part of bibliography.I don't think that I can finish this tonight.This 'thing' should be submitted tomorrow but..I don't think I can make it..oh well..
I'm chattin' now with jashzeel..She's having a problem with their sampling method *a serious one!*..She really wants to talk to Sir Don..I just hope sir Don would have time for them 'cause these past few weeks,he is really busy..We, he's thesis advisee can't have consultation with him 'cause he's prioritizing the 4th year first...
Anyway,when my dad arrived home,he noticed that there is a red "scratch" on the bumper of my car..
Dad:Tosh,ano ung red na nasa bumper ng car mo?
Me:huh?..nung red?..(I went out at once going to my car)
*sheesh*..there is a *big* red 'thingi' at the bumper..
Me: (to my dad)..hindi ko alam kng saan nangaling..*shocked*
Mom:ikaw ang nag drive ng car mo then hindi mo alam kng nung nangyari?
Me:yeah..totoo..hindi ko alam kng nung nangyari..hindi naman ako sumabit..
Dad: *no reaction*
Mom:it's not blood,right?
Me:absolutely not!
Honestly,I don't know where I got that red "scratch"..I have no idea! though I'm bringing the car in school evryday,I can't remember anything 'bout "bumping" of some sort or what..Good thing my dad didn't get mad at me..*thanks*

2006-02-25T23:54:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wonder why I chose that song for my blog?well,though I think it's for weddings,I really find it nice,very heart warming..and little girls can relate into it! *daddy's girl*..hehe..I want my dad to sing for me that song when I get wedd!hehe..but not now!hehehe..7 to 10 years from now..(maybe)..hehe
Anyway,I am now chattin' with kariza and Victor..My cuz Vic wants to go out with us..*not sure cuz!*..Thank you Kariza for helping me choose a song for my blog.though Butterly Kisses is not your choice,thanks for the help anyway.
I am suppose to go to Tanza,Cavite tomorrow 'cause it's Gina's nephew's baptism..i was chosen one of his 'godparent'..but unfortunately,I can't make it tomorrow.Sorry..But thanks Nadia,Gina's sister,for choosing me as one of Nashs' (my inaanak) Godparent!hehe

2006-02-24T22:15:00.000-08:00

Will there be another Edsa Revolution?..*sigh*..I just can't understand the reason why people acts very "childish"!..there are a lot of things that should be done rather than just walking down the street having some "rally" of some sort..Grow up people of the Philippines!
Anyway,"Metro Manila" students enjoyed their "friday"..why? 'cause obviously they didn't have a class!..and me?!..in school!..I was late for the mass, but still I was able to listen to the gospel.I was late 'cause I was so sleepy.See, I woke up at around 5:15'am 'cause I have to revise our thesis outline, to be submitted to Sir Don today for checking..and I woke up that early 'cause I knew that I would be the one to bring my sis (aya)to school at 10:00am.but then my mom texted me telling me that classes was cancelled.then she ask me to fetch my sis (ola) 'cause her camping was cancelled.at once, I fetch my sis in school (w/ me was aya..she wanted to accompany me).On our way home,the three of us did have a bonding! we were singing MYMP songs 'cause the two of them knows that it is my favorite..we were laughing 'cause ola was so excited for her camping but then..hehehe..it turned out the camping was cancelled!..when we arrived home,I sat down infront of the laptop to continue revising our thesis.after,I slept.I woke up at around pass 10:00am..late!..I am supposed to be in shool at 12:00pm for the mass!I left the house at 11:30..arrived in school at 12:15pm.I had a hard time looking for parking space 'cause the parking lot were full..then,I saw a space..though it is directly hot, I have no choice!..that's where I parked my car..then went straight the chapel.After,I attended my Tax class..*gosh*, discussion again!..hehe..after the class,I headed down the department (with kia and sheila) for me to be able to give the revise thesis outline to Sir Don.When we arrived,he was not there..Ms. Secretary told me to just leave the paper on her desk and she will be the one to give it to Sir.but then Sir came..so personally,I was able to give it to him.
I thought I would be the one to fetch my mom..but she decided to just go home by herself 'cause it would take time before I can fetch her (Cavite to BF Paranaque)..then I went straight home..As usual,kia,jeff,jonah and sheila ride with me..(joy ride!!)
No classes tomorrow!!!..what a good day! thanks to H.E PGMA for declaring it a non-working holiday!..hehe

2006-02-23T21:55:00.000-08:00

Oh my...!Damn! I think I will really fail my econometrics!..*urgh*..but I really don't think it's a lost 'cause if I really have to repeat it again, why not?..I need to have a good background of econometrics for our thesis that is why "maybe" it's fine with me to repeat..(just in case..if I'm still retain my ECONOMICS course)..Yikes! retention policy!
Anyway, Troy and I didn't get the chance to talk to Sir Don 'cause he was busy with the 4th year.He asked us to come back next week for our consultation..same as to Kia and Sheila..oh well..guess we have to understand our adviser 'cause he's busy..but, though he's busy, he wants us (his advisee) to submit tomorrow our thesis outline..*o oh..I havn't revised it yet!* I think he will be asking the 4th year (only he's thesis advisees) to check our outline 'cause they are well "experienced" 'bout that..Thank's at least!
No class on satrday!! yeepee!..Rest day!!!

2006-02-22T21:10:00.000-08:00

February 21, 2006

Thank you Jeffrey for the CD!
Thank you Allen for the 'brilliant' idea 'bout the paper!..hehe

I went to the Department late this afternoon to ask Sir Don 'bout his schedule 'cause I would like to know his free time so that Troy and I may have consultation for our methodology in our thesis..But unfortunately he told me that his 'sort' of a busy with the 4th year..He can't accommodate us tomorrow after lunch..but he told me to be there at around 5:00pm 'cause maybe he is available..he looks so tired while he was checking the other thesis of his advisee..I was sitting beside him 'cause he handed me a book that would help us choose a sampling procedure..I already have it, though..Well, thanks sir!
Kia,Mike,Jeff and Jonah ride with me on the way home.Mike started talking 'bout food and restaurants 'cause he was craving for food!Then all of us were like *oh my..we're also hungry!*..so all the way from school we talked about food!..*yummy*..then after talking bout food, food topic shifted to showbiz!
Mike: hindi ako maka relate.pwede bang about madam auring nlng?! *laughing*
Us:*laughing*
Gosh! the way home was certainly a laugh trip! good thing I did't forget that I was driving or else!*hehe*
When I arrived home, I rested then sat infont of the laptop..Good thing Jashzeel was 'online' and that, she taught/helped me with our assignment in econometrics..A million thanks to you Jashzeel..as well as to Kia..

Today

Certified nightmare today!!
I was already ready to go to school.When I 'start' the car, it has no power as well as horn!..I texted my dad at once to tell him what's happening..He told me that it is because of the battery that's why the car won't start..
Dad:(via text)..sa battery yan.galawin mo lng ung battery terminal.
I did what my dad exactly told me, and good thing it did start..at once, I rush the car to the auto shop to get it fixed..I arrived in school at exactly 4:00pm.I wasn't able to study for our exam!..I used my 'stock knowledge'.
I was supposed to have consultation with Sir Don together with my thesis partner..but un fortunately it didn't happen 'cause Troy won't be able to come with me and on my part, I was also worried 'cause of the car.I texted Sir Don and told him that Troy and I can't make it...I am hoping that sir would have time tomorrow.
On the way home,some of my classmates ride with me..Then something "terrible" happened!..A nightmare!..I ddon't feel like writing it in here..Sorry..But thanks to Jeff as well as to Jonah!

2006-02-19T21:35:00.000-08:00

I didn't do much things today..(only research)..I just rested 'cause I really need it..I went out at 4:00pm with my family to hear mass..then bought burgers then went straight home..Dad and sis (Ola) went to grandma's house in paranaque to get something and to pass by National Bookstore..the rest of us was left home.
Ola bought a Total Girl issue..she showed me 'something' 'bout this numerology.I got curious so I tried it.it's all about your name..then when you add the number that corresponds to the letter of your name,you'll get your personality..(gosh,really so confusing!)...anyway,guess what!..the result is true!
RESULT: You're careful,warm and nurturing.You like taking care of your loved ones and seeking safety and comfort.Sometmes though,you can be too opinionated and feel your being taken advantage of.
When I was done reading it, I had 'goosebumps'!..this numerology is really true!..I am being too opinionated at times..one of my professor told me that..Whatever!!!...Anyway it's really true!..all of it!

2006-02-18T23:15:00.000-08:00

Sure it's a tiring day today..I almost got late going to school this morning.See, when I woke up, I thought of our methodology.Then I remember that I didn't put the word 'methodology' on the paper I did last night.*OMG!*..Then I went straight to the bathroom to take a bath..after, sat infront of the laptop to reprint the paper I did!*urgh*hassle!
I left the house at around 7:00am, arrived in school at around 7:45..Before I went down the car, I fixed my self and change my footwear from driving shoes to flipflops (my favorite butterfly havana).I was inside the classroom at exactly 8:00 and good thing Ma'am Valerio is not yet there..Oh, I passed ECONRESEARCH midterms!yEepeee!
Law class was so boring..(sorry ma'am)..Ricky, Kia, Sheila, Harold, Cathy and I were just laughing (quietly) while the others were reciting..(take note: the 6 of us was right infront of Ma'am!)..We were 'throwing' jokes on each other, doing small and large puppets (harold was the one who made it), etc..Sheila got a little 'pissed' 'cause of Ricky..then ricky gave him polvoron for peace offering..
Me: She, ang taas sana ng tingin ko syo..un pla polvoron lng katapat mo! (chuckles)
She: (chuckles)
But, I think Ricky is not yet that 'fully' forgiven 'cause Sheila is demanding for a public appology! hehehe..Nice one She!..Good luck for Ricky!
I was supposed to go to Eurostar together with coeli, kariza, caesar and Elgin this evening.But it was cancelled 'cause not all of us are available..and I'm one of 'those'..Sorry guys!
Now, I am helping Diane for their thesis methodology about "credit card users"..it's a little bit complicated 'cause they havn't got that much information yet..(like as if troy and I have!)hehe..

2006-02-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

Before I went to school, I dropped by the Auto Shop 'cause something related to the battery was 'loose' that's why yesterday it took me 3 attempts before the car starts. The "fixing process" only took 15 minutes then after, I headed down to school. I arrived in school a liitle early before my official time. Good thing Esyl, Rey, Cathy, Harold and Khaize were there that's why I'm not alone..I recieved my Midterm Exam result in tax..I failed..(a lot of us failed)..*sigh*..
Up to know I'm still doing our methodology for our thesis..I can't make it long! *urgh!* Well i guess it does not have to be necessarily that long 'cause it's only the start..We don't have that much information yet..I'm sleepy now but I still have to finish this thing!Oh my..!..then my class starts at 8:00 am tomorrow..I'm gonna go to school with eye bugs again! *Sheesh!*

2006-02-16T21:15:00.000-08:00

Just got home from school...I'm a little bit tired 'cause I did a 'bunch' of things in school..We had our finance long test that will be counted in our midterm grade though it is already finals..I also had a long test in MIS which I 'think' I will pass *hopefully*..Then we had a quiz in Rizal..I passed *hehehe*...Last subjct, ECOMET! we had this individual works to solve.I already started doing it..It is really pretty hard!...*sigh*..

Late this afternoon,after dropping by the department to see a thesis example, I went to the parking lot for me to get the car to transfer it on the other side of the campus.When I was "starting" it, it took me 3 attempts before the car starts! OMG! I was so worried 'cause my dismissal time is 7:00 pm..If ever the car didn't start, how will I go home?..and I doubt if there would still be a "maintenance personnel" at that time..Good thing it did start!..*sheesh*...

2006-02-15T09:30:00.000-08:00

February 14, 2006

Happy Valentines to all! *hugs and kisses*

Well, I came to school early for me to be able to study for my finance quiz.While I'm parking my car, my phone rang.I didn't answer it at once 'cause my phone was inside my bag and thought that the call is not that important.Right after I parked, I got my phone and saw that it was Sir Don calling...
Sir Don: Hi Tosca. Good Morning..
Me: Hi sir...Good Morning..
Sir: We will not have a class today...I'm not feeling well..I can't make it at 8:30...But I will also be in the Campus ..
Me:..Ah..ok..
Sir: Please tell the others about that for them not to be in a hurry..We will be having a make up class tomorrow.5pm-7pm..
Me: ok..*shocked*
Urgh...!! I was in school early then we will not have a class?!!!..How I wish Sir Don told me a little earlier so that I won't be in a hurry..My classmates will not be in a hurry then me?..!!..Oh well, I have to understand Sir's side 'cause fortuitious 'things' happen..(he got sick)..Then after a couple of minutes, I realized that some of my finance classmates do have a class at 5pm-6pm.I texted Sir Don and told him about it..he texted back.."Make that 6pm-8pm then"...Ahhhhh! 6-8 pm! imagine?!...What a good day/news to start the valentines day!

Today..

Good luck for me today (most especially in finance class)...*sigh*..My first class is at 4pm then 6-8pm...Now, I'm chatting with tio Gigi and I'm helping Jashzeel for her assignment..Good Luck ja!

2006-02-12T16:15:00.000-08:00

February 11, 2006

Yeepee! For te first time my thesis parter and I passed one of our submitted revision! You don't kow guys how happy I am 'cause honestly I'm almost giving up in this research!..But now, huh!

Today we are celebrating the birthday of my late grandapa's birthday. I attended the 7:00 pm mass 'cause it was for my grandpa...(i'm a grandpa's girl)..then we ate dinner in Sucat (grandma's house) with the whole family..All of us were there..Cousines and I (we're 10) ate all together while we were all laughing because of the event that happened last night.It was Red's prom night and Aya and Paz's barn dance.All of us were laughing due to the 'wacky' things happened to them..after eating they had movie marathon at the basement.Gabs,10, the youngest of all couzines was the one organized it. All the girls were downstairs except me 'cause I was with the "oldies!"..hehe (tito's, tita's, grandma, parents)We were all at the dining table while my tita Beth was the one telling the story about what happened to Vic!(16)..Damn! Vic did something "crazy" again that made my tita and tito Tim mad. I just can't believe it Vic! I know you have the tendency to do those things but I wasn't expecting that you will really do it!..2:00 am you went out?!..without your mom and dad's permission!..no driver?!..you just took a cab?!..went to Eastwood..huh!!
Anyway, at around 10:00 pm, Tita Edlyn with Vic and Mikee went out.They bought beer for all of us..*cheers*..I did not got drunk..but I got weak..We left my grandmas's house at around 12:00 am...Sure it's a Happy night!..*almost every weekend we all see each other*hehe...

Today...

I'm supposed to go with my folks today in Pasig for the mass that will be offered to Tita Alou (dad's cuz) 'cause of the stampede that happened. She was the Production Head of Wowowee and now she's in trouble..*I really feel so bad for her*..*sigh*..Have faith Tita!Anyway, my dad change his mind about me coming with them..He told me to do my works instead of going out..Thank's dad for your concern..And now, I'm here infront of the laptop doing my entry and chatting with friends!..Hi guys! *chuckles*

2006-02-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

Now I know who gave me the Butterfly pin..it is no other than my tita arleene!..thank you tita! You really know what my taste is! *mwah!*

I am relaxed today 'cause I will not do any thesis work! haha!...whatta' day!..Mom, dad, and my sisters are not yet here. Aya's barn dance is not yet finish..*I wonder what they're doing right now*...*sigh*...

Kia, She, Jonah anf Jef ride with me. On our from school, we talked about our class way back during our first year days. All of us were all laughing on the 'THings' that happened to us during our first year of college. We talked about the 'barkadas', relationships, 'tambayan', misunderstandings, etc..It's really nice reminiscing the past 'cause you get to learn from it and you get to know the changes that happened in your life..Nice to see that I changed a lot! (positive side, FYI)*chuckles*...surreal?..

Hey Dude! Thank you for the song that you send me..and for dedicating it to me..You asked me to post it?...so I will..thank you!
*************
Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.
Baby, you don't have to worry
'Coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
And they don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway.
Girl I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
I'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life.
In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
And don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.
Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

2006-02-09T23:15:00.000-08:00

I was ready to go to school today and in fact I already turn the engine on and I was already inside the car. Then suddenly the our maid approached me and ask..
Maid: Tos, nakita mo ba yung pinadala para sayo?
Me: what?! ano yun?
Maid: nasa loob...
Me: cge, kunin mo..sino nag bigay?
Maid:hindi ko alam..
Then when I open the envelope with my name on it, I was shocked! Somebody gave me a Butterfly pin (for formal attire..I think)..Wow! I was so happy and in fact I was holding it while I'm driving going out the village. Till' now, I don't know who gave me this...But I have this feeling that my Tita (Arleene)is the one..*that is so sweet of you*

Today, our grades in MIS was given..guess what!..I passed!..but my grade is too low..In the prelim, I got 76 and now I only got 62!See! OMG, Flanked!..What's happening to me! A lot of thing changed since I was in the second year in terms of my grades...*sigh*...

Going home..Kia, Jef, Mike and Jonah ride with me. Sheila and Roan wasn't able to 'cause my car is full..The car could only accomodate one of them 'cause I am not used in driving while there are 2 person in front...Sorry guys...

Oh! Tomorrow is the Barn Dance of my sister Moria and as well as my cuz Paz..Good luck for the both of you! Barn dance is reaaly fun! A great experience! really unforgettable! (thank you O.B. Montessori for letting us experience that!)...Have fun guys! *mwah*

2006-02-08T22:00:00.000-08:00

February 7, 2006

Ahh...This day is a certified nightmare!...Mr. Usigan showed us our grades in econometrics..and guess..I failed! Whaaa! I hate it! I was shocked!..Honestly, I shouted inside the room 'cause I was freakin' out! Now I can feel how hard economics course is...Damn!...Retention policy!.. Early in the morning, Sir Don told us not to test him or else he will be pursuing the implementation of the policy..*sheesh*..Whatta' day!...Now, I'm having a second thought whether to continue this course or not..*sigh*...I really don't know what to do! See, I'm already in third year, started doing my thesis, taking up major economics subjects, etc..*sigh*..then I'm gonna' give up?!...*sigh* I am so frustrated, depressed, confuse, tired and weak right now...While having our econometrics class, I texted mom and told her about my grade...When I arrived home, all of them was like *looking at me* 'cause they noticed that I look so sad... I lay down the bed to relax...My mom entered my room.
Mom: Tosh, you wanna talk?
Me:Ma, I'm sure, I'm gonna' fail econometrics? (lying down the bed, mom was hugging me)
Mom: are you sure?
Me: Most probably...
Mom: It's ok..take it sa summer..(hugging me)
Me: Ma, I don't wanna' fail..
Mom: tosh, ganyan talga...that's college...
Me: Will papa get mad at me?
Mom: no...Ok, just take a rest.Go to sleep..relax..
Me: ok..thnx..
*Thank you mommy for comforting me...*

"Mr. Supperman"...Thank you...

Today..
Well, a lot of people are telling me that I look *blooming* these past few days..hahah!...I don't know..maybe that's my aura..somebody mekes me *bloom*?..hmm...yes! a lot of them!hehe..let's just put it this way..I'm happy, he's happy (though sometimes he is snob..sorry..hehe)..we are both happy this way..*is that fine with you?*
Thank you sheila for helping me interprete the assignment in econometrics..sure it's hard!

2006-02-06T21:40:00.000-08:00

Thank you *Mr. Supperman*(according to you) for sending me a butterfly mail.It's really nice and sweet!hehehe...You really know the things I want...But still, I can't call you yet the *Supperman*! hehehe..just kidding...Thanks a lot!

Anyway, I didn't go to school today 'cause I'm not feeling well...What did I do the whole day?..uhmm...sleep, rest, lying down with the laptop beside me...though i'm online, still I didn't surf the net 'cause I want to rest my eyes...You know, Eye bugs! *Sheesh!*

I think I'd better go to a Dermatologist as soon as possible.This is because of the "spots" that's coming out my face...I hate it! I gotta do something about this!...*Sigh*

2006-02-05T21:45:00.000-08:00

I'm not feeling well today, and my big problem is I have these spots on my face...it's not pimples! Kariza told me earlier that maybe that spots is the effect of staying up late, stress, tired, etc...She adviced me to change my *new habit* of sleeping late (morning!)...Hope that your right Ka...

I attended the 4:00 pm mass.I saw Homer.Both of us are wearing shades!hehehe
Priest: Shades pa talaga huh! (chuckles)
Me: (chuckles) *on my mind: of course! I have eye bugs, and I hate it!*

2006-02-03T22:30:00.000-08:00

When I was driving on my way home, I didn't notice that there was a puppy across the street 'cause there was this car with the headlights are in *bright* "mode". It was too late when the driver turn it into *dim*...the result...I HIT THE PUPPY!!!! OMG! I was so shocked! while my car was moving, I heard the puppy crying. I didn't stop 'cause I was so scared...I really pity that puppy. I know it was partly my fault..or..really my fault...I don't know! When I saw the puppy near my car,I hit the breaks...but it's too late! the puppy is right there in front of my car! I decided to just go straight 'cause I thought I wouldn't hit him 'cause he was at the center...but unfortunately...I was wrong! the moment I heard the cry, the first thing that comes into my mind is that...he's dying...*hope his not*...I didn't tell my folks about what happened 'cause I know that they will just tell me how reckless driver I am!...Sorry little puppy...I am hoping that I will not see that puppy tomorrow at the center of the street when I pass by going to school...

My exams this day is really hard! First exam, finance! it's a disaster!...I wasn't able to finish it!..Lack of time..A lot of us were really so dissapointed! Second exam (right after fince) Rizal!..It was pretty easy but I was so drained 'cause of finance exam and that is why, I wasn't able to answer the question properly (but I was able to finish it!)...but I didn't noticed that the instruction says "no erasures allowed"...Haaaa! I have a couple of erasures...sigh...hope that Miss will consider it...Third exam (an hour after rizal), tax! whaaaa! a total disaster! *that's all I can say!*

2006-01-31T21:55:00.000-08:00

The whole day? rest, rest, rest...fix my blog! what a day! I've waited for this day to come 'cause I really wanted to relax! I don't want to think of our thesis, I don't want to do research!...hay...Hope that this day won't end!

Early this morning, the monent I woke up, I cleaned my car.I just can't help seeing it so dirty...*'cause of what happened yesterday* murder!!!

Nothing really important happened this day.A while ago I was talking with Jashzeel 'cause she wants to ride with me going to school tomorrow...so, we're going together!...Now, I am chatting with Elgin.He was telling me to go out now and put gas on my car 'cause there would be an oil price hike later at 12in the midnight(due to EVAT).Anyway, thanks for the concern Gin!

Up to now, I'm not yet studying for my exams tomorrow*REED*...Maybe, I just don't feel like doing it! hehehe

2006-01-30T22:55:00.000-08:00

I am so happy today! At last, we did passed our related literature! thnx to my partner Troy for making it a 10-page literature.Thanks also for passing it!

Today is the first day of our midterm exam...Law!OMG, I think i'm gonna fail that exam...It's really hard and it made me think a lot!...Goodluck for myself!

After the exam, ja,ricky,she,kia and I headed the department to look for sir don(El Telibre)*according to ricky*...We ended up talking to him 'bout our thesis...*Good thing sir is not in the state of Bad mood*..a little yeah...Ja will be going to La Salle Manila again to check out some related literature.

While I was driving on my way home with kia, we passed thru a *flooded* road.I slow down...Then, there was this 4x4 pajero that passed thru...then...Whaaaaa! my car is covered with water!
Me: Ahhhh(while the car is passig thru, my hands not on the wheels)
Kia: ha...(in state of shock)
Me:Sh*t! Ahhhh
Kia: relax...(tapping my back)
Me:kakalinis ko lang nito knina!
Kia: oo nga eh...kala ko biglang umulan!
Me:huhuhu...
It's a total disaster! sh*t that driver! Nightmare!

When I arrived home..
Dad:(looking at my car)..Nilinisan mo ba ito, tosh?
Me: yep!..see, fresh pa ung water from that Pajero!
Dad: ang dumi!
Me: grrr!...

For the first time...after several weeks...I'm infront of the computer without doing my thesis!...I want to relax...really...

2006-01-29T21:15:00.000-08:00

I got home from my grandama's house at around 12:00 in the morning(today). We went there right after we ate dinner 'cause my folks will be attending a wake.

Anyway, I had fun chattn' with my aunt *tita/ninang arleene*(we havn't seen each other for weeks).She told me something new about me...and that's a secret! :)...When my folks arrived from the wake, my aunt *tita edlyn* decided to go to ruins...Hahaha! pirated DVD's on the line! My mom, anut, sisters and cousins went there (ruins). I stayed home so that i could have more moment with my tita arleene.*I missed her a lot!*...Ninang, you deserve to have a *mwah mwah*

When they arrived from ruins, they had *shawarma* with them...We all had fun having midnight snacks!...After snacks, we went home. I was the one driving my car....after several miutes, i noticed that the signal for oil was blinkin'! OMG!my car lacks oil! I was so worried!
Me: Pap, may nag bli-blink na red sa may oil!
Dad: huh? kelan mo pa napansin?
Me: ngayon lng..
Dad: Don't worry, we'll be putting oil by tomorrow...

Today?...hmmm...all i did is to do research for our related lit! damn! my family went to the mall..and me?..I was left here at home infront of the computer!hehehe...My sis ola, bought a Bratz toy and she was like *crazy for it!*(well, she is really crazy!!hehehe)..love you sis!

Up to now i'm still doing my research...Thank you Jashzeel for helping me here!..*it means a lot*

2006-01-28T22:36:00.000-08:00

I gave up last night! i wasn't able to do our related literature! I felt so pressured, sleepy, tired..as in! *mood swings*...But on the other hand, I was able to get *some* facts regarding our topic.

I already recieved our last revision...I don't really know what she wants! grrr...I don't want to talk 'bout this...really getting into my nerves!

I would like to say thank you to Harold for giving me a *paper cut* butterfly...I do really appreciate it! *that is so sweet*...thank you Hary!

A lot of people were asking why I have that song (Goodbye by Juana) here in my blog...Well, I just feel like listening into it...I can relate in it?... uhmm...maybe! hahaha! whoever knows my story can answer that question...All I can say for now is that...I'm happy!...

2006-01-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

Up to now i'm still awake tryi'n to have a research...Gosh, it's a total disaster! see, i arrived home at around 7:00 pm. After eating, i washed-up and lay down the bed to get enough rest 'cause i'll be doing my research...I was able to alarm my fone for me to wake up at 9:00...I fell asleep...UNFORTUNATELY!, i wasn't able to hear the alarm! Damn! hassel!!!..I woke up at around 10:30 pm!

When i read all the research that we are able to gather from DLSU-M, all of it was for methodolgy!Ahhhhh!! Sheesh!!!...up to now, i'm still searching the net, hoping to find some related literature 'bout our topic...I am really giving up!...I bet, if Sir don will know this...hahaha!*nightmare*hehe
Kia:Wag kng mag give up! meon yan..(via YM conversation)
Me:give up na talga ko...kng malaman to ni sir don itong ginagawa ko, high blood yun sakin...
Kia:malamang..
Me:i will be his *worst nightmare thesis advisee!*
Hahaha...nightmare!heheh

*I really like listening to this song...*

Didn't mean to hurt you badly
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem's within me
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times, I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
Know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

CHORUS
Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Now, I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning from the past, don't wanna make a mistake
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

*What does this mean?*hahaha...too personal for all of you *guys* to know!hehehe

2006-01-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

Though i slept a little early last night, I was late on my first subject!(finance!). When i entered the room, dir don already started to write the questions for our quiz..(i didn't study for it)...Sir don just looked at me while i was walking the ile..good thing he din't say something 'bout me coming in late!(if he did say something, i don't know what/how to answer him 'cause i think he is in the state of having a *bad mood*)

I havn't started to make our related literature for our thesis to be submitted on satrday! Sheesh...I'm almost giving up!...good thing there is this person who really *pushes me up*/*he never give up on me*! thank you!hehe...

2006-01-25T22:00:00.000-08:00

Just got home from La Salle Manila...we conducted a research 'bout our thesis...i'm hoping that all the data that we are able to gather will be useful to make a related literature...

Early this afternoon, i thought i was going home alone 'cause Kia went home ahead of me.(we're supposed to go home together)...i was really so nervous 'cause i'm gonna' ride a bus alone!*it's supposed to be my first time*..Good thing Jashzeel decided to go to Las Pinas!!hahaha...I has somebody with me!

Jash and I had a coffee...we both want to unwind so we decided to relax..I had a fun time talking to her...*not about thesis!*

2006-01-24T21:30:00.000-08:00

Ja! where are you?...don't leave me hanging here!!! you know what I mean!hehe

Anyway, Thank you to Jashzeel and friends for letting me *hang-out* with their *barkada* during lunch break early this afternoon. Also, thank you Jashzeel for helping and letting me copy our assignment in Econometrics!...(actually, all of us copied it from Kia)...Thank's Kia!!!

Mike, Roan, She, Kia and my coz lica ride with me on my way home.Imagine, there were four of them in the back seat!!!hehehe...I thought my car couldn't make it, but fortunately made it!hehe

In behalf of my *groupmates* (under sir Don's advisee), we would like to say thank you for giving a minute of your precious time for writing a letter...Thank you very much sir Don! We are really touched!hehehe

2006-01-23T05:39:00.000-08:00

For the first time, I went out from school with a calm mind..hehe...We already got our referal letter from Sir Don to have access to DLSU library.Thanks a lot Sir! I'm goin' to print it now! While Jashzeel and I were talking to sir Don bout our topic, Sir told us...
Sir Don: You need a recorder...
Me: recorder for what?
Sir: For your interview...You need that...You also need it kasi madali ka ma-low bat! 5 minutes ka lang! (chuckles)
Me: sobra naman kayo sir..give me time to think kasi...
Sir and Me: (chuckles)

While we wre having a class on REED, one of my classmates's cellfone rang..our professor looked at me as if he saying *that's yours?!*...No way! that's not mine! though my fone was not in a silent mode, I won't attempt to put it inside my pocket!..Better luck next time sir!hehehe

On my way home,while I was driving, I almost got bumped by a jeepney! gosh! good thing I was able to turn the wheels to the left..or else..!!!..you know...that driver is crazy! I was *blowing the horn* distance before I approach him then he turn his wheels on my side! I was really shocked! Thank God we're safe...

Nice to meet you Gracie..(Vic's girlfriend)

2006-01-22T20:52:00.000-08:00

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELGIN*

So sad...i wasn't able to go out this day...I only attended the 6:00 mass.With me is the maid and my granny 'cause my parents and siblings attednded the 4:00 mass.

My dearest cuz Victor and I chatted late this afternoon....He told me a *silly* story about him.He was really serious while narrating it to me...
Vic: You know what, I did something that woul really make you mad..
Me: what?
Vic:************
Me: Damn Vic!
Vic: Sorry......
Me: Shit!
Vic: hahaha...joke lng!
Me: you got me!...Am I that gullible?
Vic: yes, you are gullible!
*grrr*

Anyway, mum wants to go swimming next satrday...
Mum: swimming tayo next week!
Me: huh? pano ko?
Mum: just stay here...do research...go to school...(chuckles)
Me: whatever mommy!

Oh...I would like to say sorry to someone who is close to me...I didn't mean to talk too much with ***** about our *business*...Maybe your hesitant to talk to me 'bout these things, but I understand what you feel...Sorry 'bout it...I just hope that you would have time to talk about the *business* that we're into...But, on the other hand, I would like to say thank you for helping me out..thank you for listening to me..for answering all my questions though your tired..for giving me your time..for not scolding me, though sometimes i'm becoming too worrywart..for always baring with me..thank you...Don't worry, I'll make it up to you! hehe

****left early this afternoon...went back to****...hmmm...sigh...I don't wanna talk too much about this!

Just read this song...
*******************************
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

2006-01-21T21:45:00.000-08:00

sheeesh! i finished my work at aroun 3:15 in the morning (today)...sigh...I was so sleepy while driving going to school this morning.I only had 2 hours of sleep...again, i wasn't able to study law...

About the thesis we did last night, there are parts that needs to be revised (hopefully more on the format only)

Nothing much happened this day...I got called for recitation in law and I was able to answer it! Yep, that's right! I was able to answer it though i din't study! thank God!

Right now, I'm waiting for my dearest friend kariza to finish eating!...Ka!,make it fast!!!

It's Elgin's birthday tomorrow!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIN!

2006-01-20T22:52:00.000-08:00

Whahahah!!!! I'm starting to get crazy right now! We have our new thesis title..."Income and Expenditure of Senior Citizen"...I am hoping that this would be our final topic! *everytime i do my blog, i always have topics regarding thesis...obviously, everyday, i think of this! and i really want to finish this so that i can get rid of it!*

Anyway,how did we get our new topic?...I was in school at around 10:00 to talk to Sir Del Rosario to ask help for our thesis...*sir don told me last wedesday that he'll try to drop by in school today, but unfortunately,he wasn't able to* anyway, while sir del Rosario and I having our *chattn'* bout my thesis, it always comes down to the word "Income". Sir del suggested that I should include income because it is a determinant of consumption...
Sir del:Income, income,income..
Me:yeah....it's always income...
Sir del: why not put income?
Me:it's ok...but can't cange it now 'cause sir don is not here (our thesis adviser)
Sir del:ok..i'll be the one to call him and talk to him...
*cut* Sir del had a lunch out...

3:00 in the afternoon, Troy and I went back the department to talk to Sir del.(with us is She)..
Sir del:hindi pa cya nag rereply eh...
Me: o my gosh! we're running out of time...please reply sir...
I texted sir don to tell him that we're going to have consultation with sir del regarding our thesis and i told him that sir del want's to change something.(we should consult sir don first 'cause he is our thesis adviser...We consider sir del as our 2nd thesis adviser.hehehe)...Fortunately, sir don replied!
Sir Don: he texted me na.ok lang yun...(mobile)
Me: thank you...(mobile)
What a relief!!!

So that's it! we talked about it and it took us so many minutes to think of a new title...then we got it!hahah...Ja,Ricky,Karen,Grace,etc, were also in the department.Some of us were having consultation..
Someone: Wanted...Sir Don!
Fortunately, Sir don called us and we had a chance to ask him questions...he was in*good mood*hehehe

Troy, She and I stayed in the department ti'll almost 7:00...A million thanks to Sir del for helping us...he spend 4 hours discussing to us our topic.Sir del, we owe you a lot! thank you very much!...thank you also sir don!

I left the school at around 7:00. With me is She...dropped her off...and i went straight home...

At last i'm here! I took a nap for 30 minutes 'cause i was so tired. Now, i am doing more research.hehehe...hope i could finish this one! good luck to my thesis partner!!!

Ei ka! thank you for answering my questios...hehehe...

I'm chattn' with jashzeel right now. She is also doing their thesis...wish we could finish this early...

2006-01-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

I'm having fun at this point in time.I'm chattn' with jash, kia (alagad ni sir don),with my cuz victor,elgin (a while ago),kariza and with tito gigi!...i'm confuse!!!hehehe...

Kia,Ja and I,together with our partners(if they will agree),are planning to go to La Salle Manila for a research...wish i could get a lot of informations there...I am so desperate right now to finish this work!!!....but I havn't got that much information...grrr..This thing is getting into my nerves!!!

Oh, thank you Kia and Jashzeel for helping me out!...I know its really hard to find data regarding our topic...

Ei Vic! better try sleepng now! you still have class tmrw!hehehe

2006-01-18T22:20:00.000-08:00

How would troy and I finish our thesis outline? just this day,we changed topic... "Consumption and Spending Pattern of Senior Citizen" Wew!!! see, on satrday, we need to pass the introduction,objectives,statement of the problem,importance,scope,definition of terms,blah blah blah!!!...sigh...

When i was inside the department, i got the first draft that we made.Troy and I only got 6/15! what a grade! remember, this is a major subject! OMG!

A while ago, dad and I had a *little debate*. he's having a second thought regarding our new thesis topic.
Dad: and what is the relevance of that?
Me: huh?
Dad:what is your side?...your proving what?
Me:we're not proving anything...just dscribing...
Dad:i don't think that's a thesis..
Me: huh!...ok! if u don't like it, give me a topic!
Dad:...*sigh*
How I wish dad will support me with this!...after having a very memorable debate with my dad, i went out the room and started surfing the net.then, minutes passed and he also went out the room,sat beside me and ask me what i'm doing.
Dad:ano yan tosh?
Me:for my thesis...
Dad:ok...i'll be here with you to watch TV.I'l wait for you...
Me:*flattered*...

Up to now i'm still doing research works and i'm really having a hard time looking for data.How i wish i could have some...sigh...

2006-01-14T21:10:00.000-08:00

I am so exhausted this day! see, i finshed my thesis work last night at around 3:30 in the morning (and that's today!).when i hit the bed, i was able to read at least 3 pages of my reading assignment...good thing my professor in law didn't give us a quiz on that!..but she called me for recitation but unfortunately, i wasn't able to answer it...

I only got 2 hours of sleep before going to school.imagine that! i woke up at around 6:00 am to geat ready for school 'cause my first subjct starts at 8:00.while i'm driving, my dad always calls me reminding me to stay awake.
Dad: tosh, san ka na?
Me:shortcut...
Dad:ok...Tosh, stay awake!!!
Me: ok..i will...

Number of times he called me just to remind me to stay awake 'cause he know that i wasn't able to get enough sleep.honestly speaking, while i was driving, i am so sleepy!!! good thing the music that i was listening into was good, and that helped me to stay awake!...i was in school at around 7:45 am.i stayed inside the car to relax first and fix my self...I got an eye bug!!!! Damn!! i hust hate going out with an eye bug!! well, i don't have any choice...when i got into the room, almost all of them were busy mimicking on each other's thesis introduction.well, i wasn't able to show ours 'cause my thesis partner came in late! hew!...it's ok.at leat we were able to pass it...

When our thesis prfessor checked our, she have number of questions.i really think she's having a second thought with our topic.
Me:...So, basically it's ok?
Thesis Professor: Did your thesis adviser approve it?
Me:yes..
*cut*...*no reaction!*
I just hate reading between the lines! i keep on asking her that questions but all her answer is just the same!!! after the class, i went to the department to check if sir don is there.good thing he's there 'cause i'm kindah' freakin' out...
Sir don: what is your problem?
Me:hindi ko alam kung anong gusto ni ma'am!
Sir don: y?
Me: i keep on asking her the question 'is the topic ok?' but all i get is a same answer!!
parati nyang tinatanong kng in-approve nyo...then no reaction na!!!
*i was freak'n out this time*
Sir don: ok...just stay. we'll wait for her and talk to her..
While waiting, i was talking with my friends (sir don's advisry)...*alagad ni sir don*...that is what they call us...they were also freaki'n out because there were also questions regarding their thesis.
Jashzeel:ayaw ko na sa kanya!
Me: ako din!
Us:oo nga!
Minutes passed,Sir Don went out the department to talk to ma'am.when he came back, she was with him...
Sir Don:ok...yung sa inyo...(Kia's group)...blah...blah...blah...
Then yung sa inyo...(jashzeel's group)....
Then tosca, ung sa inyo is descriptive, in general.....
*at this poit, i was just looking at him while he and ma'am was explaining it*
*i wasn't able to understand ma'am's explanation!*
Thesis Prof: did you get it?
Me: (staring at her with a confuse facial expression)...yeah
Thesis Prof: (thinking)
Sir don:ok lng po yan.ganyan talaga yan.give her(me) seconds to think...
*smiling*
Me: *smiling*
Sir don:ok na! i have to go. i have a class.
(he went out the room...i followed him)
Me: Sir, this is realy a serious one!
Sir:what?
Me: hindi ko makuha ang point nya! what is she trying to say?
Sir: your topic is ok.sinasabi lng nya na descriptive...walang hypothesis...but you topic is ok...blah...blah...blah...(more explanations)
Me:ah...ok...but i really think she's having a second thought...
Sir:your topic is ok...
Me:ok...thank you...(still a bit confuse)
Sir: your welcome...

We (Sir don's advisry) didn't eat lunch 'cause of that.we also havn't got to study our law! sheesh! 1:00, it's time for us to attend law class.we were all exhausted, sleepy and hungry! Ma'am called me for recitation and i wasn't able to answer...what a good student i am!!!...during the 15 minutes break, 1/4 of the class were down sleeping! zzzz....*i was one of them! i really can't help it!*

After the class, kia,she and i, went to the dpartment to use the computer just for a while...Sir don came in...
Sir: yes children, y are you here? problem?
Kia:wala po.gagamit lng ng computer sandali.
Sir: *smiling*
Me: *no reaction* ( i'am a snob at times)

After, kia,she and i went straight to the car.Jonah and Roan was waitig for us in the carpark.all of them ride with me.while on the way...
Me: i am sleepy and hungry!!!
Kia:ako rin!
Jonah:ako rin.daan tayo any store.bili tayo kahit konting food...dyan sa 7-11.
Someone:hindi si tosca dadaan dun.mag shortcut siya.
Me:wag nlng tayong dumaan.derecho nlng tayo para makapag rest.
Kia:oo nga...

At last. i arrived home...they were all in Glorietta (they're buying a barndance costume for my sis,aya)...only grandma,the maid and my brother was lfet home...i ate...then hit the bed at around 5:00 pm...i just woke up this time...hehehe

2006-01-13T23:40:00.000-08:00

Up to this time, im still doing some research for my thesis.Gosh! it's harder than i thought!

i got home from school at around 8:30 'cause i went to the our department just to look for my thesis partner.fortunately, he was there! we talked obviously about our thesis but just for a little time.then i stayed in the department to read a sample thesis to make it easy for me to finish my introduction.

then, sir don called me and told me he has a problem with my grade...i flanked finance once again!!!! (prelim)...but better than my last grade...i have to get at least 3 points to catch up...it's ok...at least i passed my tax! and it is really unexpected! sheesh!

i stayed in the dpartment for a long time...thanks to: sir don,ma'am mitch,and to the other faculty (guy),ma'am pena for helping me...also, special thanks to sir del rosario (ABD chair) for taking his time to explain to me the difference between statement of the problem and objctives.thank you also for elaborating it!

well, inside the department, some of my classmates were also there having consultations too.(aaron,she,kia,jash,ricky,tin,karen)...the quiet department turned into a wacky one!
>sir don was low bat but then he was still shouting,laughing,and teaching others..
>sir del rosario together with everybody was laughing, thinking for another thesis topic that later turned into a joke! hahaha...laugh trip!!!! never thought that my teachers will turn into a wacky one!

all of us (sir don's advisory)were planning to go to Baguio after the defense of this thesis outline...if we fail the defense, we will be having a group thesis bout strawberries!!!hehehe

after having a very *fruitful time* inside the department, it's time for us to leave...i walked together with my classmates going to the other side of the campus 'cause that is where i parked my car earlier this morning.hehehe maki'n my life harder!

so, that's it! kia and she were with me.i dropped them again...sure i had a fun time talking to them inside the car...

2006-01-10T20:45:00.000-08:00

At last, we already have our finalize thesis topic! "An Assesment of Retired Private Sector Employees' Living Pension Benefits". Thanks to Sir Don, Ma'am Mitch and the other faculty (sorry, I don't know his name) for helping us.Now, we can start to write our Introduction because of the title.*It's hard to write an introduction if we havn't fot our title yet* A million thanks for everybody who helped us!

2006-01-09T20:30:00.000-08:00

I din't go to school today 'cause....I just don't feel like going to..

The whole day?.. i was just doing my thesis work. research! research! research! sheeesh! i got so many informations regarding SSS but still I havn't read everything. Troy and I havn't finalize our thesis title.Hopefully by tomorrow we'll have our finalize title...good luck!

My cuz (gabs) called us up a while ago 'cause he's inviting us for is birthday celebration on wedesday night...ok gabs, we are going! see yah!

2006-01-07T22:00:00.000-08:00

What a tiring day today...Just got home from school and I am so *exhausted*

See, I was in school at around 7:45 'cause my class start at 8:00. When i parked the car, I saw that my tire was flat!!!! hassel!!!! I went to the guard house with my car and asked the guard to help me find somebody to fix it.The guard called a maintenance.When he came, he can't remove the tire! gosh!...I left my car beside the guard house with the assurance from the guard that they will call another maintenace person to fix it...I attended the class...i was late then! good thing Dr. Valerio understands...thanks!

At around 11, i went back to the guard and my car was fixed! thank you so much *kuyas*heheh....

First class really made me think a lot! dr. Valerio asked us to submit our thesis topic. Gee! Troy and I havn't got any topic yet! I texted my uncle and asked for any suggestions.But then I remember that he suggested a thesis topic regarding senior citizens...so, we submitted that topic and it was approved! yeeepeee!...But,it's not yet finalize because we havn't talk to our thesis adviser yet...But, thank's for approving it Ma'am!

Troy,my thesis partner, and I decided to talk to Mr. Don Malabanan (our thesis adviser)after our 12:00-3:00 class. When 3:00 came, unfortunately sir Don is not yet available. He told us that he will be available at aroun 6:00...kia,she,jash,ricky,troy and I (Sir Don's thesis advisory) waited for him ti'll 6. All of us decided to buy food..and so we did!

6:00 came and it's time for us to have our *brain storming* with Sir Don.We talked about our thesis topics...Fortunately,our thesis topic was approved! Thanks a lot Sir for helping us! While having our session,we ate the food that we bought...we had a Laugh trip!hehehe

Our "brain storming" ended up at aorund 8:00 in the evening...so tiring but certainly a *happy session*...brain drain!!!!

I left the school at around 8:15 together with all of them. I dropped ricky, troy and Sir Don in the school gate 'cause they are out of the way. Jash,kia and she were with me. I dropped she before entering Camella's gate. Then I dropped Kia and Jash in the corner before entering our village.

We plan to have our coffee session!!! hehehe

bye for now...